Breaking the common

Sometimes, to decide something can really kill you. But,,
You know what? I'm going to call him.
I said it, I decided it. I really don't care,, what people say, what people think.
When you want something you have to fight for it, and I will fight till I get an answer.
Even if it costs my pride, poor him, already lost in some alley, cold, with no blankets to cover up (??)..

And if they want to talk about me, or my decisions, GO AHEAD. Means I'm important enough.

Thank you very much. (You know who). For all the support, really. I don't deserve you =)